din go for mass exam, n i heard it was difficult, to say the least. getting better, though i dun feel good at succumbing to a viral fever.. is it due to stress? i think so, the feeling of dread grips my heart, and i cant rest nor study properly.. haiz.. i never had such a bad bout of cowardice.. haha

mum din realise bro n i both sick till i called her at 1115pm.. i hardly ever c her during nov to jan.. sometimes i feel her dedication to her work is a form of neglect to the family.. n when she asked dad to stay on to cook dinner despite e two of us being sick, i was disappted. wanted to say she din care, but i found out she din noe.. wanted to sae she din love us, but i rmb many a times when she had a heart-to-heart talk to me, the times when she wld come in to tuck me in with a "gdnite, i love u"

i said e same words to my bro last nite, cos he was e one hu cared for me ydae.. todae i shall do e same for him..

have u ever told ur family u love them? or tried to show thru action ur love?